I, for one, can't wait for 2013 to be over. It has been the highest of highs and lowest of low and all in the space of 12 months. Theoretically when I'm typing this, it should be 11 months but then, looking at how fast time passes us now, I won't be surprise if I blink and its Christmas.
Let's start with the lowest of low. I've lost way too many people this year. It got me wary, it got me scared. And now, there isn't any other way out of this but to say a little prayer for those who had left and just accept it. I had and still will miss my dad, very much. I can't help wishing day in, day out, that he is still here to witness all the things his daughters had achieved to date. And he would have been proud. He would have smiled on us in his crooked smile and nodded. He would have said, ya.
Also, friends that I had lost this year. Its amazing that I'll start losing friends at this age. I had also lost a relationship this year and that was the cause of all the downtime.
On the up side, I had made some new friends, I had started my own business, I had went to a new country and I'm ending the year with loads of travel. Its all good then.
I had nothing to regret and nothing to feel bad about. I had said my piece and made my peace. That's important to me. Now, I just need to feel good about myself and start living my life again as Pei Jet.
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