Our Own Separate Ways

It's late at night and once again insomnia visits me! I find myself back in a place 3 years ago, daunting fear ahead and all lonely and pushing forth with me as the anchor. I also thought of the support system I had then and now. 

Some had stayed, some had moved on, some had wandered off. Ever wonder the friends that you had will go on their own separate ways eventually. Marriage, migration, simply just no more contact can happen and will happen. Like everything in life, it all requires hard work and effort. 

I always thought I should focus on work and family and relationship and all will find its way. Today, I realized that all relationships, friendship and any human to human interaction requires work, a lot of hard work and effort. And if one day, a friend stops contact, you will notice after 3 times of trying, you will lose steam too. And then, that's it. But if its a genuine, sincere friendship, it will pick where you left it months or years later. 

I know who my friends are and I'm maybe a just little sad some had not lasted. But whichever way, I'm still a very blessed girl.