Watching you suffer was what made me let you go
When it all ended, it was just pure relief
Now, we faced it again
That raw feeling of helplessness sets it
This time I look around, I see no one
Scare as I maybe, I know I'm better equipped than before
Knowledge aside, the experience counts.
I still miss you daily
I miss our food hunt and long drives with your irritating Chinese oldies
Yet, I long to just hear you tell me it's all ok
I long for you to knock on my door and order me to sleep
I just long to hear you reprimand me again
I just long for you to be here and grunt your approval for me
Come what may in the next month or so
I hope you will guide us through and take care of us from the special place you are in now
I miss you Daddy, every single day
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