As it is, it is very difficult to find a partner at this age, even more so, one that's single. But when you find one that is single, why is it there are also problems or attitude or behavioral issues on both sides?
I don't know to say if things with D is too smooth sailing or there is nothing. Like tonight, I felt like a nag or a jealous girlfriend or a burden. I really don't know which one and all 3 didn't sit well with me. Technically we have been dating coming to 2 months, but I think I can calculate with a single hand the amount of times we had met. I really don't want to feel angry but somehow, I would like to feel appreciated or at least, been given some attention to. I understand all of us are busy and I for one will admit that I can be so busy that I forget to ask about him. But I try. I really do. I really try to drop him a note daily and I try as hard as I can, to not disturb him.
I believe him when he said it was fun and he wanted it more. He was convincing me, giving all the correct counter argument. I should have listen to my inner voice.
And that's it. I should have just listen.....
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