Reflections

Recently I've been doing a lot of inward reflection. Probably because I had too much time on the flights to and from US. More than 24 hours door to door isn't very fun and gave me loads of time to think!  

One of the things that I keep thinking is my dad. He has left us for 4 months already and as we are all trying to adjust without him, I miss him loads and was still subconsciously doing things for him. It is only recently I realized one thing, my dad was an excellent judge of character. There was just something about him and the way he sees people. To be fair to him, he had never objected to any of the guys I brought home but there was one I remember that he hated on sight! As usual, in my own stubborn ways, I didn't listen to him. I am after all his daughter! But now looking back, he was right and I should have listen. I wonder what he would say about the current guy I'm dating now. 

I miss dad and the occasional chats we would have if we are not arguing. It struck me on flight that I would not have him around to witness all my major milestones anymore. That makes me down but life goes on. And with that, we are all slowly moving on in our own time and ways.