2013. I don't even know where to start on this year. I just cut my hair and honestly, I never knew that such a simple act can free me as much as it did. It is very therapeutic for me and it just free me in my mind. For some reasons, after I cut my hair, after those last words of someone telling me "you have your own life right?", I free the demon in me. Letting go after those smarting remarks was a lot easier. And it is good for me.
A fresh new start, a new PJ, a stronger and better PJ. That's all me in the coming 2014. Come what may, I can't wait for 2014 to be here and start everything fresh and new. But one thing I've learnt now, have faith and hope, it will all fall into place, it will happen at the right time. Its ok to slow down and smell the roses along the way. And it is definitely ok to stop chasing things, stop rushing things and let it go. If it is meant to be, it will happen.
And I'm lucky to have my family stand by me, and my friends that supported me through out this period. Listening to my ranting and not once allow me to indulge in my self pity. In fact, my family and my friends are the reason why I've not allowed myself to wallow in self pity and definitely not throwing my pity party.
Chin up, move on head held high! Bring it on, 2014!
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