It's been awhile since I wrote here. I've moved my writing to a daily journal and only on happy thoughts. I might not have been a better person but it made me more focused on happy things and it made me grateful for this life I'm having.
Of late, there has been a lot of news dealing with mortality and most are quite morbid. An ex colleague gave birth to a baby with congenital heart disease and without a spleen. He has been a very strong bubs who fought valiantly for 30 odd days. A hero to the end. The heart and the spleen didn't fail him but it's the infection that he contracted that did him in.
My bestie, had been diagnosed with a rare form of tumor and although the surgery cleared the tumor, it has already spread to her bones. Although the form of cancer itself is highly curable but prognosis for bone cancer has not been good. But one can't lose hope and must have faith in the journey and just hold on to the love from others to pass this bump. I had not been myself for the last few days since the news. I can't cry neither should I feel sorry for her. My hope is just that I can make it as normal for her as it would be. To know that, we will be there and living with cancer is not death sentence. I've been praying very hard that this is all just a dream and we are just goofing around in Taiwan now instead of worrying about chemotherapy.
Today is the start of the battle and today onwards, we will go kick some arses right in their nuts and bring them down.
